I feel something like you!
After a big disappointment yesterday, I am stil unsure which path to take.
I failed level 2 (Band 10! Argh!) but I felt pretty good after the test.
For me, this is very hard. I finish school 1st, applied to grad school with perfect GRE score, graduated grad school with honors (PhD, Ivy League School), had never failed before CFA-L2. Level 2, this was the second time. In 2011, I was band 4 but did not study much as I was involved in a pretty demanding personal project.
For this exam, I have studied since Nov-2011, read all chapters of CFAI material, did all questions in the end of the chapters, and did above 80% in all mock exams I took from both CFAI and Schweser. So, for me, it is tough figuring this out.
It is kind of an internal duality facing failure in this exam as I have never faced this – academically – before.
I’m not sure I will do it again. If so, which material to use? When to start preparing?
Anyway, struggling with weird feelings. Hard to find motivation… Maybe, need more time to figure this out…