I’ve gone through like 50 different phases. When I walked out of the exam I surprisingly felt like I had a chance of passing. For the first couple weeks I remained this way then the downhill spiral of defeat kicked in. I figured there is no way, then I’d make myself believe ”well, you felt confident then, why not anymore?” .. that’d last about a day and I’d have less hope then the day before. Now I have finally come to the conclusion that I am screwed. I am praying tomorrow somehow goes in my favour.
The wait is KILLING me.