mygos wrote:
Do not feel down in the dumps, this is a perfectly normal happening. You have simply reached a plateau in your learning curve. Now you have to focus on consolidating what you have learnt – for which the best combination is a mix of tests (sample / practice and finally mocks) and ‘reinforcing’ the weaker areas as reflected by your performance in these tests. Now when you are about to sprint the last 100 mtrs to successfully complete the 800 mtrs race it will be really sad to get discouraged and give in just because you are feeling ‘overwhelmed’. Look at your strengths (as said by you):
* When doing the EOC questions, you did pretty well (is not a common occurrence for all!)
* You have been able to abandon all your hobbies and interests to achieve your goal (shows your deep commitment and focus)
* You studied hard for Level 1 and cleared it with ease (so why not Level 2 – it may be tougher but not certainly undoable for you!)
* You have been motivated and gauged the toughness of Level 2 in advance (that is why you figured you would need to do the same hard work as Level 1 but start earlier and study harder - which you have been doing already) so mentally you are prepared to face the tougher consequences
* You have taken more difficult exams and have passed them with hard work (so what is so new or more depressing in Level 2 ?)
*You have got the week off before the exam to study
Your only problem seems to be not scoring upto expected level in the Mocks and sudden desire to “packing it in” without any strongly justifiable reason. Stop negative thoughts and be positive – you are almost there . You need to analyse the reason which may be either your concepts are not well-ingrained in your mind yet or your approach to answering the questions does not tally with the expected approach (for example you are missing crucial / critical words in the vignettes which make your answers wrong!) or simply you are not able to recall the desired points while answering which makes you unsure of your answer or you are not able to match the require speed. None of these problems is unsolvable at this stage with the type of focused preparation you did for this exam. Just attack the shortcoming with appropriate measure like refining your approach by deeply reading the sample answers to previous mocks/ tests, or making habit of analyzing the question by underlining the crucial words and info and reading it again if the need be, or revising the topics notes /flashcards that you may have prepared / access to in which you feel you need reinforcement of knowledge or simply improving your speed by organizing your thought process , reducing stress (as it slows down reproduction of content and thinking fluently) and trying to be to the point and brief etc. Stop being overwhelmed by the thoughts of failing – if till now you have done all you can do by being focused and preparing as well as you could perhaps do –was it for passing or failing. You are certainly going to get this too. Have faith in yourself and your capability – do your best and leave the rest to God.
You still have 13 days in which you have a week off which means at least 3x6 + 12x7 = 102 hours at your disposal. That also means out of 300 suggested hours by CFAI more that one-third hour are still remaining for you – so where does the question of ‘packing in’ come from? Come on you can do better than that.
Just forget how did in your mocks last week, just address your weakness and deficiencies and see you score in Mocks too cross 70 or even 80 (which by the way is a sure sign of your strong preparedness!) Hope you will think it over and come out of your depression. Only you can help yourself – no one else. If you do not know what to do – who else will. Think, analyse and address the problem – you will know what to do. Just a word of advice – take lot of rest in between (for most people music too help) and eat healthy food (exercising you are already doing) – and beat the ‘burn out’ feeling. You are almost there.
Best of luck.